星期四, 7月 06, 2006
. memorial .
16 june [fri]went to smsj. made bryan b my bodyguard. saw yin hun when everyone left. haha he late d. then told him to come to sunway piramid tomoro.
17 june [sat]went to piramid. fetch bryan there. saw lougong, heero n riz. bryan went away when we got to kfc. lougong played a v funny song. then i search thru his music list. got tong hua n z-chen song oso. after eating, saw bryan again. then mom called. she say sum one wuz scolding her cuz i wuzn't there. then realised it wuz chean hwa. richard oso there. then i saw yin hun. at first, i saw richard wrestling yin hun. waahahaxx...then i shouted 'hu r u, dunno u ppl lehx' then oni i realised haha..they asyik wrestled then bryan said they were shy....muahahaha..hear that yin hun???
21 june [wed]went to kampung.
but before that i went to see ai ling. she said jezreel told her that yin hun like me.
then i smsed yin hun saying 'jezreel told ai ling tat u like me?? >.<'
then he din reply. 30 mins later he went 'i say he is gay'
then i dun understand lorhx. i said 'he say that u(yin hun) like me(me)'
then he went 'and i(yin hun) say he(jezreel) is gay'
then i went 'ok wat's jezeel being gay n u like me's gonna relate to?'
then he went 'which proves...anybody can say anything...without it being true'
then i went 'ok larhx kor kor u smart d'
balik kampung saw shao wen v. big d lerrr...got lil sis oso. haha...she oso dun regonise me lehx...then her lil sis crawled to me saying 'ah gu' haha. then midnite chated wif yin hun till 2am...sms...lalalala
22 june [thurs]sms-ed yin hun till midnite again....lalalalaa...
25 june [sun]went to yin hun's house. lougong's char put on sell d. i so geram. then later he say he dismiss guild d. haihx..
30 june [fri]days before i tot lougong was annoying. i started hating him, when he kept sms-ing me. i broke up wif him. then after a second. i started crying. i can't stop thinking bout him. i juz need him back. so i kept telling myself not to think bout him.
but it never helped.
1 july [sat]sms-ed lougong at midnite. i want him back...nites before i can't stop crying. but we r still together. juz abit apart.
days after i returned aus we finally got back together. he said he'll wait till he's old to b wif me. i think if he won't regret. then i think it's worth being together wif him. becuz i love him.in plane, i listened to cyndi's you r my only love. that song represent exactly da same thing i felt. i think i really liked that song. i kept listening to that song over n over again.
i felt like crying but sumthing reminded me bout him telling me not to cry becuz that will make him sad too. so i forced myself not to cry.
th0ught 0f y0u...
7:11 下午