星期二, 1月 09, 2007
ngek
aiks..i 4got wat day edi but juz on da day ching sin ask me to his gf, he asked to marry him worhx....... then i tot he wasn't serious. then da 1st day i got into ran again, i stumbled onto sum1 called XLucyLiuX wif da nick phoenix82. so then i tot it was ching sin larhx...so i called him. but that gal say phoenix82 is her dear. then i oso cough larhx cuz mina told me ching sin is v playboy de. so i told her lorhx. later on ching sin sms-ed me. then i told him hu i met. then da next day he was like 'i dunno hu lai de, ur da only 1 i love'
then i was laughing cuz dat gal tot ching sin loved her n etc cuz she really likes him. then at night that time, ching sin gimme his id add. i was literally laughing my head off thinking "that stupid lucy, if oni she noe wat me n ching sin's doing".
later me, riz kor kor & ching sin lvl together in mp small square. then ching sin was like "riz, wan try anot, u call me dear 4 1 day" then i say "gay mehx". riz was like "..." then ching sin said "i can b bi for u". so then i was like "t.t dear dun wan me d...he wan b gay t.t" then he was like "where got? i wan u larhx"
then riz was like "ya lor, better take care of my mei. if u cheat her i'll .... u". then so funny u noe...ching sin was like "dun ... me lar, i scared 1 ar" then i was like "ahahahahaha" non stop laughing so badly. then riz was like ">< that's not wat i mean lar..im not gay" then ching sin was like "wat r u thinking? u urself dirty minded oni, dun think dirty lar"then riz was like "got some ppl say i dirty minded oso" lol i dunno y now not funny edi...but it was sooooo funnnny
then yesterday i met surya. she told me ching sin seemed to like me very much. she said he told her there's gal putting his name in her nick, he was sad bcuz i tot he got another dear where as he oni love me. so i was like eeek was he serious when he asked me to marry him or sumthing?
but i was thinking, hey he's not a bad person. he's smart n stuff, unlike all my other bfs. so yeah i'll think about it. but i really dunno wat to do bout my other 2 bfs. cuz ching sin n my another 1 really love me but my 1st bf that i'm still having n liked doesn't like me. i think sumtime last yr he used to like me too.
at least i felt that way bcuz during a period of time, he pampered me wif lots of love. tat was the happiest time i've ever had. but then i realised his intention was trying to get me into bed. he's screwed other gals too, so i tried to forget him. then i got my 2nd bf. this guy really love me too.
but the funny thing is that ones i love don't love me whereas those i don't love me. my theory is couples that love each other hardly happens. it never hapened to me. maybe sumday i'll find the mutual love. i dun like any1 right now but i feel bad bcuz they alll like me but i was playing 3 timers.
oh yesterday there was a guy called setansmile. he went screaming my name when i passed by. so i went back there asking wat. he said XRauLX loves me. so i was like "ok...?" i don't even noe hu da hell is raul. then "i asked him where's raul". then setansmile was like "i'll called u when raul's around, love u"
tat's sooo freakin weird. i so hoped da one i love would love me but he doesn't. where as other guyz kept liking me when i dont have a single feeling about them. i feel so weird. is there really such thing such as mutual love?
th0ught 0f y0u...
3:18 下午